Well it's been a while since I updated. Actually it's more like I've ceased to see a point. It generally seems like no one reads my diary anyway. It's not an attempt at pity mind you, but I've since passed the feeling a need to post my feelings. I am on an even keel at it were. The discovery of me is less dealing with finding out who I am now and more of who I plan on making myself into. That doesn't feel like it needs airing out here. I am very happy to report to those interested that I am doing well. I am back at working, mostly. I have friends and though I am still a ways off from getting out, I am on my way. I am exploring parts of me that I haven't done to such an extent as I am now. Things on all fronts are good, getting better. To those that wish to know more about me, well I humbly offer my friendship. You have my e-mail address and I always reply.
So I guess it's with that, that I bid everyone here a very fond ado. I want to thank everyone, but especially Aura-Chic and NCRebel, Liz and Christina respectively, I couldn't have come this far without the both of you, you were there for me in ways that even I didn't see at the time. Liz you gave me one of the most wonderful gifts a person can give and I will never forget you for that. You two will always be in my heart.
I'd also like to thank Jibrille, also known as April, I wish things had turned out differently, but I will always be here for you, even if you forget.
I'd also like to thank some of those phantom readers. I know there were more then a few that always seemed to stop by for an update, even if there wasn't one, and who though they never said anything, will still be missed. I wish you all the best in world.
In the end, it wasn't so much the discovery of me, it was more of the journey of that discovery that has taken me to this point and the people that have come along with me on the way. That journey will never stop, the people who joined me will never fade from my heart, but this chronicle of that journey has finally, I think, come to an end.
2:21 pm - 11.05.2003
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